I opened up my heart today,

spiritually. But before i go any further let me say thanks to God for delivering the guardian angel i asked for. =)
As i was passing the student life center on my way to the library, the word "Free" caught my eye and reeled me in. They were giving away FREE cup of noodles and hot coco!!! As a part of finals week.

As i was about to grab my noodles and go, the girl at the counter asked me if i would like to take a "free" relaxing class. The first thing in my mind was A MASSAGE. But she shot my theory to the can, but told me to just give it a try. Being the persuadable guy i am, i did.

And the best decision i have made all week!

When i first got in, I didn't know what to expect.
Not even the slightest idea that the women in front of me was my guardian angel, Annette.
She just told me to take off my glasses and lay down on this comfy table bed.
So i did what i was told. And laid on the bed.
Annette then asked if we could pray before we started on our journey. And i said "Yes"
So i emptied out all but one of my pockets. Free from the burden. And closed my eyes.

Relaxing is hard. But smiling is harder! (well for me anyways.)
I learned the way to truly open our hearts, is to smile. =D (a real smile that comes deep from within)
It may be a stiff forced smile at first.
But that is because of the negative emotions, thoughts, and layers that sufficate our hearts.
All that self consciousness and stress
Drags our spirt down and closes up our soul.
Once we push past that.
That is when we can truly relax, find peace, and open up.

It took me a good hour of meditating with Annette to get a glimpse of God within me.
I was awaken with a sense of happiness, energy, and compassion.
It felt like i could rule the world! (or at least finish studying for my final tomorrow =D )

And i felt like my body was flushed after.
1. casue i gave out a big fart during the end of the session.
and 2. i went to the bathroom 3 times after it!