Wow Wow Wow

What a very wonder life you have given me Lord.
I am truly BLESSED
To the FULLEST.

Next Semester Is un-describable.
SO ABSTRACT
As I reach
and finess
all aspects
of
knowledge:
Art
Science
Music
and Soul.

Yes,
Some intense
fundamental
realistic
absolutic
positivic
extraordinary
Primal
arogrative
diabolical
castratomical
astronomical
tempramental
laughadental
aphanetic
legamentic
primativic
gastronomic
paliatonic
ronadondon
fondadondon
wondadondon
lamaamama
karmakarmakar
dardardardar
areareareare
youyouyou
stillstillstill
readreadread
thisthisthis
nownownow
bowbowbow
tototo
thethethe
all
mighty
God.
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So
that was strange
my mind
just went
on and on and on
like a typewriter machine
that just keep spitting
and spitting
drool and drool
ideas mixed with intamacy
that has nothing to do with anything
thoughts that no one bought
to be of any imporantance
I just needed to free my mind
and clear my space
in the realm
of Allen K. Ng
Okay I'm all done now
or so I think I am
But are we really satisfied until we did?
die I mean.
Because we are constantly working
and working
to better improve
what we see error in.
Everyday life
imagine we were made perfect.
how unsatisfying that life would be.
I would have nothing to work for
everything was given for free
What would I do
that would be worth doing?
Everyone would have all
they ever wanted.
and still that wouldnt be enough
because of our sinful nature
we would have to all be conformed.
into one entienie
and then maybe
we can all get alone together.

So, So, So,
the life of a unfamous writer.
I wonder if this was all worth it in the end.
to constantly flow
my thoughts
theology
and pycoticness onto a virtual endless piece of paper that seems to flow into the fabric of infinate space on the infamous world wide web that man made with his infinate mind of ideas and insight. All created from one infinate source of life and love and wisdom, of course.

Well, well, well.

Today was a good day. Thank you Lord.
I learned,
that I shouldn't be so hard on myself.
Life. Should be taken easy.
I do not need to try too hard.
Just enough.
And today,
I was almost there.
As Carole told me.
I need more focus.
Not for others
but for me,
and hopefully.
That will be enough.
to satisfy
what I am searching for
inside.