Delta.

beautiful, blue, blond summer time breezy
o wont you speak a word to me?

introduction.

Horror films are a lot like roller coasters. They both bring our spirits to an ascent of adrenaline, fear, and anxiety. Yet both has an alternative modes of transportation. Roller coasters use carts to drag us up to the top of this free fall drop with hinges and gears. Meanwhile, scary movies mentally manipulate our minds with make-believe moments of mayhem. A great example of this mind ride is Saw II (2005) directed by Darren Lynn Bousman. Where character, Michael, is pinned to the wall in a life or death situation. In Saw II setting, conflict, and mutilation to engulfs the audiences' perception into a reality of fear.

The setting of Saw II feelings of solitude and helplessness is transitioned from character to audience. A cold shiver runs down the back, as the hanging light bulb slowly flickers on, in the center of the plagued interrogation room. Darkness over shadows all within these four walls, causing the corners of the room to be nonexistent, further amplifying the feeling of being all alone. The cold, cracked, concert floor is stained with traces of dried blood, urine and feces. With air is cold enough to see your own breath with each exhale and smell in the air was filled with the intoxication scent of death....Lynn Bousman uses this solitude setting as an ascent of the fearful mind ride.

The conflict of Saw II is grimly unique in a way that strikes fear into the viewers.
In the center, underneath the light bulb sits a unconscious man named Michael. Suddenly, Michael wakes up. Only to find himself sitting in pool of cold sweat, on a old, worn and battered dentist chair, stripped down to nothing except for his blue poke-a-dot boxers and a unusual contraption locked to the core of his body. This machinery was made for only one purpose, to crush and chew the skull of it's prey with rusty iron teeth, a lined in the interior of it's jaws. Frantically looking around the room for any clues to help locate where he is, Michael sees a mirror held perfectly in place for him to view his face. Dark black blood reflected back, as a fresh stream of red velvet steadily drips downward onto his right lap, descending from Michael's desolated right eye. Held down by excruciating pain and swelling the right eye remained shut off from sight. To the left of the mirror sits an operation tray on wheels. In the tray were only two items, a scalpel and a X-ray result of a skull, in the right eye socket a key was shown. And the only way to reach the key was through sweat blood and tears. Conflict is the critical peak as we take our plunge down into the fall of fear.


The idea of mutilation expands terror to the audience because of the life and death situation that Michael was challenged with in Saw II. To survive this sick and twisted game, Michael must forcefully gouge out his eye to retrieve the key of survival. To do this, one must take incredible will power and pain tolerance to self-inflict this laceration. Not only will one have to slice open a hole wide enough to jam in their index finger into the pupil of their own eye, they must then generate enough pulling force to release the eyeball from it's socket. Step two is where some might give up all hope. The veins and muscle sensory tissue attaching the eye must be severed off so that the key can be uncovered. The last task of madness is the most excruciating, frustrating and crucial. Within the decapitated right eye socket, one must dig, past all the blood, tissue and tears, (o yes, you will cry) to locate the little key, and remove it from the confinement of the skull. Even past all this, finding the keyhole must be challenging with only one eye. Mutilation embeds fear in the audience because no one ever wants to get hurt.

1/30/10 Mark 10:27

Jesus looked at them intently and said, "Humanly speaking, it is impossible. But not with God, Everything is possible with God."

Lust

can blind us all. it blinded me. but it felt so good. Good thing God gave me back my vision. Goodbye Delta. I learned a great deal from you. How to kiss. and how to be a passionate lover. well without sex. =) I pray that we can stay friends. Youre a funny girl.

Dear Delta,

Grrr why does it feel as though the flame between us is withering away.
Is it because we both want to take things slow
even though our physical spirits want to keep going forward?
But if we do get through this all
we will then have a stronger bond
than just sex.
I care about you, thats why i want to get to know you.
God please be with me
make me a strong man
so that i can
tell Delta
about
love.

cutting the tension

in the air. with just a subtle touch.

thats what happened the first night.
as we finished watching Cheech and Chong =)

O how the passion suddenly ignited
as we fondled with our fingers
ever so much.
falling deeply
into sensation.

Squeezed each other tightly to feel the livelihood of one another.
To acknowledge that this
all wasn't a dream.

Both of us not knowing
what will happen next
hoping the love had never left.

I'm just looking
to see
if this girl
is meant
to be

Im Thankful

for having caring people in my life.

I have been healed.

=) Thank you.
2010 is a great year =)
so much has happened.
life...
as i know it...
changes quickkkkkkkkkkkk
and unpredictable

Thanks for Delta carving into my life.
AHHHH
i love this feeling =)

This is strange.

I think i like staying at school more than i like being at home O.O

not so much anymore

well I want to explore now

outside of school

This is strange.

I think i like staying at school more than i like being at home O.O

Funny thing about this year.

I got my eye on a particular girl
while a few girls got their eyes on me
O.O

Dear G.

damn, its been a long day huh. ah finally, got to take off those boots. Mmm
Im having a great high tonight.
Haha i did better tonight
at not being
afraid.
thanks.
DAMN THATS A GOOD HIGH MOVIE. it starts off slow O MAN
woohoo
I'm gunna solve the 10 days of dreams riddle.
(huge gap)
okay damn im stoned
haha
thank you for everything.

First Day of School

Ah. It a familiar feeling.

Okay. I do not know how to use my free time well.
I have spent the last 5 hours doing nothing!
But I do have a plan though
these next 6 weeks are going to be fun.
I'll make it fun.

20

10! Yes you are finally here. And the year started off great. =)
I hope you had a great birthday Delta.
Haha and yes you can out smoke me any-day =)
Wow so stoned last night.
sorry if im a bit shy
the herb
doesnt
help
either;
1
day though...
we will have a fun conversation
maybe tomorrow?
oh
2010
I'm steady waiting
on the wonders
you will
bring.

20

10! Yes you are finally here. And the year started off great. =)
I hope you had a